Where?

"The only thing worse than being blind, is having sight but no visions." ~Helen Keller

I am forty-five years old and I still am not happy with were I am in my professional life.  As soon as I think that I may have found my vocation, the one place that I am to be planted and grow, the change happens and then the question, "Where do I belong?"

I hate this place, I really do, but yet I keep finding myself here.  Where does God want me? Where can I find myself fulfilled and moving in the right direction?  Will I ever have the answer to this questions or will I forever be stuck in this place of not knowing the, "where?"

"Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence? If I ascent into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in heal, behold, You are there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there you hand shall lead me, and Your right hand shall hold me." ~Psalm 139:7-12

All though I feel so completely alone, in this pit, I know God is doing something amazing in me.  My only quest is to see it through to see what God will show me in the midst of this unbearable waiting room.  I look around and get the amazing opportunity to talk with, read about, or hear about people who have been in full force in a vocation for more than 20 years. Where now is that possible for me? I am too old, and I don't have a clue where I belong, at all.  

I do want a lucrative vocation, a fulfilling, fruitful vocation, A vocation that allows to be fully myself and fully in operative gift mode.  I want to be where I am free.  Does that freedom look like getting seen or heard, accepted and celebrated? Where does God see me free in my vocation?

Today, I am putting my unknown path into the hands of God, where it can be directed and molded by Him. He will not disappoint.  He will not leave His will incomplete in me.  He will do what He promised, no matter what it looks like to me.  

"Be on your guard, stand firm in the faith, be courageous, be strong." ~ 1 Corinthians 16:13

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A Passionate Teacher

 If you always put limits on everything you do, physical or anything else; It will spread into your work and into your life. There are not limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond." ~Bruce Lee

For the longest time I did not want to accept what others saw so clearly in me-a teacher.  A teacher? Me? I always knew that I held a passion to see others receive the essences of any lesson presented and not just the fluff of it.  I always knew that in order for learning to become a sought after pursuit, one had to have a connection that ignited the soul with inspiration. Every passionate teacher knows that in order to see a student grow, they must inspire those they teach to go beyond the status quo, take risks that develop strengths, and find happiness in being oneself.

The status quo is a barrier to creativity. When teachers do not inspire those they teach to go beyond it, teacher’s stand in the way of what a student needs to fully grow in courage, faith, and individuality. Teacher’s should never partner with the status quo. If teachers want to see those they teach reach their full potential and break through attitudes of defeat, the status quo must never have an input. The current situation is an enemy to those who desire to learn and passionate teachers know how to show their true allegiance by inspiring their students to go beyond what is not etched in stone.

When those we teach take risks, they discover strengths they thought they never had. Excellent teachers encourage risk-taking, especially if it will inspire more learning for the student. Great teachers never allow those they teach to get comfortable or to choose a safe place. They want those they teach to stick their necks out, stand up for what is right, to boldly go where no one in their circle has ever gone.  Developed teachers show those they teach how to take risks in accordance to their strengths. 

The most valuable lesson that can be learned for any student is to be oneself. Gifted teachers know how to inspire those they teach to be happy with who they are, but never allowing those they teach to stay where they are.  When those we teach are happy with themselves we find them more open to being inspired and developed.  Talented teachers are skilled at encouraging those they teach to celebrate their strengths and make peace with their weaknesses.  When those we teach are themselves, they inspire us.

So what makes a passionate teacher so inspiring?  They are not partners with the status quo. They encourage risk-taking that develops strengths, and they make it easy for those they teach to be oneself.  This is inspiration. This is teaching. This is me.  

            Father, thank you for waiting for me.  Never giving up on me.  Coming to see about me.  You know the lives that will be touched when all of your creation is living in their purpose. Help us to shine bright as You shine for us each and everyday. In Jesus name, Amen. 

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Step Out

"So they asked the LORD, 'Where is he?' And the LORD replied, 'He is hiding among the baggage."

-1 Samuel 10:22

This is my first and last post of the year, crazy right?   Where did the time go, I am still looking around me trying to figure that out. One moment it's the beginning of 2015 and the next, well I don't have to go to deep in that one. So here I am submitting my thoughts in a few paragraphs to say goodbye to another year and welcome to a new. 

I don't think of the new year as a time to get things right that I messed up throughout the previous year, I have each day that I am given to live to do that. However, I do get to take all of my experiences of the  year to charge me forward into a new year.  There is a small problem though, my experiences seem to have caused me to go into hiding, more than I like to admit.  I question myself so much I have run out of answers. It's defeating cycle, one that I am afraid will be carried over into 2016.  So what to do?

I will lift up my eyes unto the hills, from where does my help comes from? My help comes from the Lord that has made heaven and earth." -Psalms 121:1

This is the part where I get to encourage each of you and tell you, although  we have these mindsets that tends to penetrate our every move with paralysis, we have help to pull us through and not just any help, but help from the Creator of heaven and earth. We don't have to look to self to solve or fix things, we can look to our Creator. He is the one that will find us in our hiding places and He is the One that is calling us to step out.  

  

As  we say goodbye to 2015, let's look to 2016 with a hope that lies not within ourselves, but the One who sees us hiding. Hiding beneath heartache, disappointment, loss, exhaustion, or fear.  He wants us to step out, despite our circumstances.  He wants to see us depend a little more on Him and less on ourselves. He wants to show us that it's not about what we can do, but what He can do. I guarantee if we step out, we will see the Jordan part (Joshua 3:8) and we will never look back, because the place He has prepared for us all surpasses anything our minds could ever know. So let 2016 come and whatever baggage we bring with us or are hiding behind, we have a place to unload them and a Person who will carry them away. 

Ready or not 2016 here we come, baggage and all, and we have our Help.  

Father, we thank you for calling us out of our hiding places today.  We thank you that with You we can step out and walk the path that You have ordained for us.  Thank you for carrying all of our baggage for us and teaching us daily to rely on you for everything.  You are an awesome Creator and I thank you for creating us and offering us a life that is made fresh in You everyday. Amen.

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Now That's Love

 "He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love."

-Song of Solomon 1:4      

In February 2014 I took a leap of faith and signed up on two well known singles websites eHarmony and Okcupid. I thought it to be a great tool to expand my horizons out of my normal circle. I was nervous and excited.  I was a divorced mother of three teens exploring a new world of dating and  I was so very open to the new possibilities that lay before me. Little did I know this one step would be a long journey of mistakes and failures.

"I will instruct you and teach you in the way you are to go. I will guide you with my eye."
-Psalm 32:8

I was so hopeful that I would meet the next man who would capture my heart and embrace it for the rest of my life. He would be a godly man that believed in the power of God and was ready to love me like Christ loved the church. He would also be intelligent, witty, devastatingly handsome without knowing it, taller than me (it's my list), full of adventure and fruits of the spirit, and have some serious culinary and handy skills, with a love for outdoors. This list was easier written than produced I have to tell you. In fact, I found that the spiritual qualities on my list were not established in most, if not all of the men I was connecting with and they were professing Christians. Who was I kidding right? The more men I met online and offline,  the more I realized men where not looking to love and embrace a woman's heart, they were looking to fill a lonely void and feed their carnal appetites.

A few times I mistakenly thought that their issues were mine and I did more appeasing, than leaving. Other times, before I could even learn their last name they were gone. Then there were some that I believed could be the "One," only to realize I wasn't as ready as I thought I was to manage all of the feelings that came with connecting with someone on a real level-so I jumped ship. I did regret leaving, but it was too late to return

"The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked, who can know it?" 

-Jeremiah 17:9

This truth about the men I was meeting and the fears I was nursing was a tough pill to swallow. That's when I knew than that God used this new direction in my life to show me the condition of men's heart and my heart too. Our hearts are bottomless pits of insatiable lusts and fears. If we do not allow God to deal with us we will continue hurting ourselves and others, until finally we will "feel" no more. It has been said by many, that if we don't learn to love God first we cannot love others and we cannot give to others until we learn to receive from Him.  

I am no longer on the dating sites, seven months is long enough to know if somethings working for you are not. Right now, it seems the best position for me is on my knees in prayer interceding for our men,  "that they all will be strong in the Lord in the power of His might" and that they will no longer live after the flesh, but unto God.  Praying for myself that God's perfect love will remove all fear and I will walk in power, wisdom, and soundness of mind. I'm looking forward to the day I meet my "One," because I know he is praying for me and together in God's strength we will be victorious. Now that's love.

Father thank you for Your love for us. No matter how much we search this world we will never find a love like Yours. Your love is perfect and needs nothing added to it. As we open up our heart  to share our lives with that special someone, may we first receive from You so that we may know how to love one another with a steadfast sacrificial nurturing love. In Yeshuas name, Amen.

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A New Thing

"Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old.
Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth;shall ye not know it?
I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert."
Isaiah 43:18-19 (KJV)

 

 

It has been a long time since I have written, and my does it feel good. I have been through a valley, looking for clarity of what Yahweh desires of my life and how to get there. The circumstances in which I was placed to be aligned with His vision, was harsh, to say the least. There was much disappointment and discouragement, but as always Yahweh prevails.

 

It is very refreshing when His view becomes yours and all that mess that seemed so big, becomes smaller compared to His love. The path that Yahweh mark's for each of us is unique because our relationship with Him is unique. His deepest desire for His children is to know and love Him for who He is-Faithful, Compassionate, Merciful, Loving, Forgiving, Holy, and Just. To really get to know these divine attributes takes much stripping, a stripping that He only orchestrates. He knows what we need in order for our knowledge and love for him to be pure. He knows the fight that we will put up while under construction.

 

When Yahweh takes us from one point to another, it is easy for us to recall all of the hurt, disappointment, shame, and  ciaos of our past. This paralyzes our faith.  It's can also be tempting to put Yahweh's former interventions in a box, which limits us from learning new things about Him. In the above scripture we read the prophet Isaiah speaking the words of the LORD. He is instructing the children of Israel not to look back on the former ways of the LORD, not to remember His past miracles. The LORD is going to do a new thing!  How comforting.

 

Our current situation can be so overwhelming, so depressing that out of sheer habit we can begin to pray the way we did before, expecting our LORD to show up in the same capacity. However, our LORD wants to move us from glory to glory. He wants us to grow up and bear much fruit, and again that takes pruning. Pruning does not feel good and we can begin to question what kind of a compassionate Father would allow His children to go through such turmoil? A just one would.

 

The LORD wants to be kept out of the box of our little minds and put on the throne of our decietful hearts so He can reign and not us. Our hearts that believe what our little minds tell us about our LORD. He is doing a new thing in us everyday, everyday. No matter what we are in or where we've been, the LORD is making a way for us and when He get's through with us, the former things will be transformed to a new thing.

 

 

Father, thank you for making all things new in our lives everyday. Despite what we feel. Despite what we see, You are still LORD.  You are moving in situations and You are changing situations everyday. Thank you for walking with us through the flood and fire (Isaiah 43:2). Our vision is limited, but You see everything. May we this day and everyday, rest in the arms that knows how to love and bless us. In Jesus name, Amen.  

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Hold On

"Hold on, to me as we go
As we roll down this unfamiliar road
And although this wave is stringing us along
Just know you're not alone
Cause I'm going to make this place your home

Settle down, it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found

Just know you're not alone
Cause I'm going to make this place your home"

-Greg Holden, Andrew Pearson

Greg Holden and Andrew Pearson wrote a song that I just believe truly inspires the soul. Life is indeed filled with so much pain and turmoil, but it the midst of it all there is Someone on our side that is cheering us on and telling us to "hold on." Those words that are spoken so softly to us in a battle can bring such courage and peace. It can swing open the doors of our souls, that we almost believed was locked shut by doubt and fear. Yahweh is so precious to us in so many ways and when He takes the times to speak to us in our worst circumstances, we have assurance that we are indeed loved.

Yahweh is saying today to us, "Hold On!" "Hold on" even while under heavy persecution. "Hold On," even while faced with sickness, rejection, disappointment, and a broken heart. Yahewh is ready to turn our bitter water to sweet (Exodus 15:22-27) and our mourning to gladness (Psalms 30:11).  We don't have to run or change locations, Yahweh is going make a difference right were we are today and we will see it with our eyes and not believe it, but we will rejoice just the same.

So wherever we may find ourself at this moment, "we are not alone" Yahweh is going to make the place where we are, our home. He is only asking us right now to "Hold on."

Father, thank you so much for encouraging us in many various ways. The road can get rough and it is often tough. Even when we have what we assume is everything, the peace does not stay. Thank you for coming to us today and giving us a word of encouragement to "Hold On." You are the strength of the believer and Your love envelopes all of Your creation. As we Your people take courage in You today, when the storms of life rage, help us to remember to "Hold on," You are here. In Jesus name, Amen.

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Falling Over Distractions

"For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief."
-Proverbs 24:16

 

 

I really cannot recall learning how to ride a bike per se; I'll blame that memory lapse on the mileage, and not age. But I do recall falling a lot. I mean I fell a lot. Not too sure if it was due to the size of my bike or being easily distracted. Somehow when your young it doesn't matter the cause of the fall, just the impact of it. Sometimes I could shake it off and keep it moving, other times the bike was put up for another day. Now that I have grown in experience I can now conclude my source of falling was and is distraction. I don't fall off bikes (as much), but I do in my walk with Christ and knowing the source helps me to work on laying aside this weight with the power of the Holy Spirit.

Distraction is a big stumbling block for many of us. I think of Peter who at one point was so focused on Jesus that he stepped off the boat into the water and begin walking towards Him. Steady he was, until he got distracted by the bolstering winds and begin to sink (Matthew 14:22-23). Steady we are until we get distracted by the circumstances surrounding us. Circumstances will forever be changing, it is something we can count on, but it is during these times that we must remind ourselves that Jesus is with us. We don't have to check to see if He is. Unlike our parents that held on to our bikes for a short while before letting go, Jesus will never let go, never. Even when Peter begin to sink, Jesus was right there with His hand extended ready to save. 

We are going to fall in our walk with Christ, this does not surprise our Father one bit. The enemy would like to use our falls to heap guilt on us, but these tactics are distractions to keep us from confessing our sins and finding mercy with God. If we want to continue moving forward with more ease, we must push aside the distractions and make more room for God. He wants to be first in our lives. The more room He occupies, the more lighter our weight becomes, that's because He is carrying it all. Does this mean we won't fall anymore? No. But what it does mean is that our falls will become less and less as we lay aside the weight.

So let's not allow discouargement to set in when we fall. It's just another distraction. Let's just start practicing falling on our knees and looking up to Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith (Hebrews 12:2).

Father, thank You so much for being right there to pick us up when we fall, and we fall a lot. We thank You for taking the time to "perfect those things concerning us."(Psalms 138:8). We thank You for maturing us in the areas that causes us to fall.  Thank you for how You teach us to focus our eyes on Jesus so that when distraction comes, we can remain steady.  You are the reason for all good and perfect gifts-they all come from You and we are blessed. Forgive us for everytime we have fallen and did not look up to You, but looked to self. Continue to strengthen us against distractions and may Your mercy and goodness continue to follow us all the day of our lives (Psalms 23), In Jesus name, Amen.

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